Counting....

Tomorrow will be the 1st of February.. which means i still have 8 months and 17 days to live in 'hell'... i really can't wait to be 'freed'! every night can't sleep in peace... worry that work is not done correctly, worry that colleagues or supervisors would call in the middle of the night... during day offs also can't enjoy it properly...worry that colleagues or supervisors would call you to go back to work, worry that supervisors would call and scold you on the phone... i have enough of this... people there are so fake... they know i'll be leaving after my bond finishes, so they said they want to promote me and let me go to work in the department that i like... at first i said i don't like to work in the ward, i prefer clinic, then they won't allow young staff like me to work there... but now it seems that they change their mind... they said they don't want to loose staff so they can send me to clinic if i want... see, they will do anything to make their staff stay but they won't increase your pay! i hate to see all the people there, i don't want to work in the same stupid hospital for the rest of my life... i want a new environment and at the same time can earn more!