sigh...

Soooo sad, i can't go to Avril's concert in KL next year :(

That is a Saturday but i can't apply leave since my colleague already 'booked' the date before me :( Such a coincidence...

i was thinking i can still make it on time if i take a plane to go KL but my bro said he might go in the morning to q up if somebody starts the q becoz it is going to be 'free standing' so, whoever goes early can stand nearer to the stage. Of course i don't want to q alone right even if i reach there before the concert starts...

sigh....

Yesterday we supposed to have a doll gathering at the Tiong Bahru Park but unfortunately it was raining so we didn't go to the park. We went to a cafe called One Orange Thimble.

We took a group photo of our dolls. The photo looks terrible i think XD

These cute little angels belong to Ivy. My favourite is the one with the bell on his head, lol.

i ordered The English Breakfast. It was quite nice but i forgot to take a photo of it. Actually i wanted to order the others but i don't quite understand the menu, lol. 

After that we went to another cafe called Drips.  Their ice chocolate looked nice but i think they put too much ice so it was not very sweet, i prefer sweet ice chocolate.

And i received lots of gifts from the girls, thanks so much XD

That's a big crowd of Lego minifig XD 

They're all belong to my dear hubby. Hubby has been crazy about them lately. They multiply within a few days :P 

But they're cute and interesting, aren't they ?

Rainy saturday

Hubby brought me to a place called Artichoke today. We wanted to have lunch there but they don't have much varieties on food, they have more on drinks. Both of us ordered the same thing.

Ice chocolate !

Salmon & Beetroot... A little bit disappointed when we saw this. LOL. It's not that it tasted awful, it was just not our type of food, haha XD

Yeah! Hubby bought me these 3 little cuties. The black and red polka dots ones are supposed to be the xmas edition. And look, that's a PINK Le Sucre ! i didn't know they have the pink one, i thought they only have the regular white, brown and black.

It is not obvious in the photos but she has glitters on her ears, face and body, and she is wearing a cute purple dress, lol. We have a lot of Le Sucre bunnies already but obviously we can't get enough of them XD

Nowadays we like to slack at the cafe. Everytime i would bring a doll and hubby would bring his Lego minifig. Before we left Artichoke, i managed to take some photos of Kasumi and after that we went to Vanilla ( yes, it's Vanilla again, lol, i just can't resist their Half Wings! ) It was raining when we were on our way to Vanilla but still i took some photos inside :P The above pic was taken in Vanilla though.

i will upload the photos i took at Artichoke to my Flickr. Lazy to edit those photos now. Wanna sleep early tonight, and it's still raining, should be nice to sleep :P

Alys

Meet my new girl, Alys...

i already have 'Arisu' but another 'Alice' ?? Yup, but it's 'Alys' XD

i m a bit sick of Japanese names at the moment, that's why i didn't want to name my new girl with a Japanese name. 

i borrowed my brother's camera to do this photo-shoot and i simply love how it turned out ! Carl Zeiss lens is great although it's manual focus. i dunno why but the colours just look different with this lens and i like it :P

Romantic Pink Alice has really nice stock outfit , i guess it's one of the best Pullip stock outfit to me XD 

i love lace ^_^

Lego craze

So what does Anne do when she is not exercising? 

i found these Lego back at my hometown, i think they have been with me for more than 15 years. i believe many of us played with Lego when we were young :P

sigh.... why is this never ending...

today i was told that i have to take turns with a colleague to work in liang court on saturdays until the end of this year. 

wtf.

they said it is very busy in liang court nowadays so they need one more staff to help out on saturdays because it's busier on saturdays.... 

normally in liang court they close the clinic at 1.30pm but, if it's busy, i can't even guarantee myself that i can knock off at 1.30pm, maybe we have to stay until 2pm or even later. 

i am already very very unhappy that i couldn't get my 'proper' half day every week and now you tell me this kind of nonsense. we work more than what we supposed to work you know. no half day every week and now need to work long hours on saturdays. 

what bull shit is this ! 

people said we shouldn't talk about work in facebook or blog but why can't i rant on my own blog? sometimes i really wish that i would have the guts to rant about work related stuff on facebook.... sigh...

Vanilla

Yesterday afternoon we were at the Vanilla Bar & Cafe. It's been so long since we last went there. Months ago we were busy for our wedding preparation so we didn't really have time to go out and enjoy ourselves. i miss this place XD

The pork cutlets was not bad too ~! i like that the pork cutlets were cut into small slices.

My favourite has got to be the Half Wings ~ ! i really like it ^_^ It tastes the best when you eat it fresh and hot !!! Yummy !

New blogger template! The template i used 'disappeared' suddenly so i changed to another one. i didn't realize that the blogger has new template designs, i kinda like them XD i think now i can change my template more often since it's much easier to change :)

Hmm.... i've been wondering who exactly read my boring blog regularly, lol. If you have a blog, i would like to read it too, if you are ok :P

Let me know your blog link :P

Have been sorting out my dolls and stuff recently.... finally i decided to sell 3 of my boys. It was sad but i think i shouldn't keep them with me if i have lost interest in them. i tried my best to do whatever i can to create the 'bonding' with them but still i'm not satisfied. Looking at my 'growing' doll family, i think i should do something so that it won't be 'over-crowded', lol. New release dolls are always there tempting me, i wanted to control myself  but it's way too difficult :( Now i have started selling my boys, maybe in the future i might sell my girls too, who knows -_-'''

i'm not a millionaire so i cannot always buy new dolls XD Since i m going to move in to my new home after renovation, expenses will be much higher than my current situation, so i can't spend $ like water anymore, lol.

Back!

It's been soooo long since my previous post. Was busy for my 'happening' life, lol.

Wedding done, new house keys collected and honeymoon enjoyed XD

i was glad that my Yukiko and Kiyoshi were present on my wedding :)

Finally we have decided what we want to do to our new house and we will be meeting the interior designers soon. i can't wait for our new home to be ready :P

:(

Sigh... just recovered from tonsillitis not long ago and i've got skin problems now....

Sometimes i really hate my body, i always got those 'funny' problems. Those 'sickness' might not be serious but they are enough to irritate me to the max!

i was at the park nearby my house taking photos last Wednesday ( i need those photos for my wedding photo montage ) and the next day, i got itchy red spots on my legs. At first i thought it was hives, but actually i had this kind of itchy red spots before. Just seen a doctor, he said this is probably insect bites. The worst thing is, he said it might take 2 weeks for the itch to go away. i really dunno how i got this, maybe i got it when i was at the park. So unlucky right? i have sensitive skin, i think that is why my skin 'reaction' to the bites is too strong. It can be due to immunity too, when your immunity is low, even your skin can be very 'fragile'. So why is my immunity low? Stress lah! Yup, now i blame everything on the stress!

Rant

It's been so long since i last blogged....

So now i have been transferred back to hq, things got better? i don't think so...

Just back for a week and i fell sick, it's totally sickening. Of course i want to be back to hq but my body, my lousy weak body, can't get back to its 'previous' status, so i fell sick. And of course there are other things bothering me, so here and there give me stress and in the end i 'gave up' and fell sick.

i also don't know what i'm stressed for... i think to 'get married' is like a burden, i mean to go through all those custom thingy is really a stress to us. To plan and prepare is a stress, to gain agreement from both sides is a stress, indirectly unhappiness 'created' also brings another stress to us.

i think becoz of my wedding i become very emotionally unstable sometimes. In the first place i am already a person who 'thinks too much' , and now i'm more unstable, i even think more and more and become very sensitive. i easily cry these days, very emotional, i always feel that nobody understands me...

Wedding is already a big 'burden' and now at work i also need to face other problems, i really hate it... i'm back to the place and i felt like i need to clean up the mess other has made. It's like i have to 'take over' whatever people have left but it's not something well done that i can just take over easily, it's a mess that i have to take over. If i wasn't transferred, this kind of mess will not happen, becoz i will always control and do my best. Now who is going to clean up the mess, you think that person will do it? Why can't people just be more responsible? You made the mistake and you should correct your mistake.

That's why i said, work so hard for what, no one is going to appreciate it, so all those people are clever, they don't care, they don't work hard, i am only the stupid one...

We went to BNY studio today to collect our photo album and to try out gowns.
When we checked our album we realize there is something wrong with one of the photo so in the end they have to take back the album to amend it. i was a bit disappointed coz i thought they are quite professional and shouldn't make this kind of stupid mistake. Then now we can't have the soft copies, we can't do our video montage. i hope they will finish the amendment soon.

Still waiting....

i am supposed to be transferred back to HQ on the 15th of August but they changed it again! Sigh, i will only be back there on the 20th...... :(

Time really flies but how come sometimes it's like so slow becoz it's not 20th August yet? -_-'''

Recently i'm preparing my wedding guests' list, sent some invitation messages to some friends. i'm quite sad that some of them never even replied my message. i mean, even if you don't wish to come, why can't you just say so? i won't mind if you're not coming but at least you give me some responses. i treat you as a friend but what do you treat me as? If i think you are nothing to me, i wouldn't bother to invite you. If i invite you, that means somehow you are an important friend to me... Sigh, it's very sad la!

i'm thankful that at least some friends did replied to me, really appreciate it :)

Finally the last entry for the Pullip-Tography contest. This round is really tough as the theme is 'Creative Beauty' and we have to find something creative in the country we live. Actually i think my 2nd entry would be better to suit this theme coz Marina Bay Sands hotel is quite creative to me but too bad that i have already used it for that entry. i can't wait to know the result but the contest ends on 15th August, so it's still long way, lol. i'm so eager to know who will be the winner coz the winner will get a NRFB Pullip! But i know it's very hard, my chance is low : ( Nevermind, i will just dream XD

~ Hug Me ~

Suki is just so photogenic :)

Love her ^_^

Yellow

i think i'm really bad at choosing the right background for my photos -_-'''

But i thought i don't want to keep using the same colors always...

Difficult.... how to choose the right color??

Got my leave approved, air tickets booked!

And i'm quite happy with this year's salary increment, lol. Partly is because of my promotion, surprisingly, lol.

Love this girl XD

倒数32天。。。

Today we received an email from our manager, it was about our internal transfer. Finally, i will be transferred back to HQ on the 15th of August. My count down started today...

Still, i'm very unhappy about my annual leave's problem. i have asked my manager that why hasn't my leave be approved. She said it was becoz of the internal transfer so they need to check if that period of time is ok for me to take leave or not. i was told that my leave will be approved when they officially announced my 'return' to HQ, so now it was announced, then what about my leave? i want to plan my honeymoon trip asap so that we can get cheaper price for air-tickets and hotel but now i can't do any booking if my leave isn't approved. i'm really unhappy about this. i hate that this kind of thing happen in this year, i mean, me being transferred here and there, some more it's near to my wedding period. i really hate it....

And the reason of me being transferred to LC in the first place, it's totally stupid.
One of the staff and a doctor have some problems, the doctor was not happy with this staff, so this doctor said that she can't continue working with this staff. That's why they switched me to replace that staff. Actually i don't blame that staff, she's quite close to me but i don't like the clinic's management. Why can't they ask someone else to replace? Why me? Anyway, don't talk about the transfer, no matter what i had no choice and accepted the transfer, the only thing that matters the most to me at this time is my leave. If my leave is approved early, i wouldn't be so upset now.

Cute Pirate

Here's my new girl, a Pullip Rovam.


Isn't she a cute pirate girl ? XD
i think her stock outfits and accessories are pretty amazing.


At first i was a bit worried that i might not like her as much as i imagine but now i love her, she's so cute ^_^

i have not decided a name for her though...

Recently i've been spending money like water.... First i got my 2 Yuki, then i bought an iMac and now my new girl is here but i can't see her yet at the moment.

Hmm... i have said that i wanted to control my doll collection but it seemed it is out of control now. LOL. Now it's only almost July, but i have bought myself 6 dolls already in this year!! It's terrible, all together i have 8 new dolls (2 of them were gifts) for now and 2011 is not finished yet -_-''' Talking about this new girl, she is the most expensive doll i ever paid for, so far the most ex one i have should be Fanatica but she was a gift. i hope i will like this new girl... i mean, sometimes you want a doll so much but once you really got it, things can change, whereas sometimes the dolls you never think of getting and ended up getting them, you love them to bits. For now i haven't seen and touched her in real so i can't really comment but i guess it should be alright since i don't really have problem bonding with Pullips XD

My new iMac... i love the big screen, i love the keyboard! i noticed that my work place at Liang Court, the computers are so damn slow, even you want to save a file, or open Excel file or whatever, it takes forever to load. Then i was thinking about iMac, everyone should use iMac or Macbook , lol. Now i finally realize the goodness of iMac XD

In case you are wondering, Ren is always standing there, looking as cute as ever XD

My simple girl... she's so plain and ordinary that people don't usually notice or think much about her but i love her so much !


i think Kasumi always look good with the red background... or at least i like it :p
She can be sweet, but she can be a little punk sometimes too ^_^

Finally Sera has a new wig! She has been bald for a while already, haha :P i think i love her this way, she looks so sweet to me :)


While i was taking her photos, i heard some noise came from my back. Someone was saying " are you serious? " When i turned around, there was this passerby, he said " are you serious? " At first i was shocked, i didn't say anything because the way he said was like making fun of me, then he asked again, "are you serious? that's weird..." i felt that he was indirectly saying that taking photos of a doll is lame -_-''' And the funny thing was, his friend was saying " is this a Bratz doll, i love Bratz doll... " LOL. If you like Bratz doll, of course you recognize it, right?

I smell food XD

Later on i was taking this photo, another passerby came, he said "who are they?"... He quickly took a photo of them and left. i was a bit annoyed because he never asked me if he could take a photo. i know they are only toys but they are not for public display, they are our personal toys.

i was upset because in just one day, i was disturbed twice when i was taking photos. It's been 3 and a half years since i started my doll collection and i have been taking their photos in public many many times already but nothing like this had ever happened. i don't mind if people are staring at me but i just don't like people making fun of us when we take photos of our toys.

It's been 2 weeks since i started working at Liang Court. i'm getting used to it but still i'm not that happy as i prefer to work at HQ. i was told that i will be transferred back to HQ in early August after the new staff has arrived. i hope it is true and i can't wait for it. i kinda miss some of my colleagues in HQ. It's like, normally you don't realize it, but when you don't see those people around, you start to think of them....

Now i don't want to think so much about work, but all i think about is my annual leave. i hope my leave can be approved soon because this year i'm holding my wedding and i'm going for my honeymoon so i need to book air tickets asap.

What a surprise!

What a surprise today...

i was told to transfer to work in Liang Court from tomorrow onwards. It was such a shock to me.
i'm totally not mentally prepared. Sigh.

That means no more half day system for me when i work there. Then it's troublesome to go there, i'm already staying so far, now even further coz i must take a bus to go to LC. Sian. Somemore it's expensive to have lunch there, the food there are so expensive, how to survive like that.

If i can choose, of course i don't want to work there but it seems i have no choice. i can only try to work and see. If i really hate the place, i will resign, i don't care.

Hope everything will be ok :(

Sigh...

Ema has a new wig now but i'm not sure if she will keep it for good. i think i need to spend more time with her then maybe i will grow to like her look more.

Next is Umi. Finally she has a new wig. Actually i think it is difficult to find a wig for her, i dunno why. But i think this wig kinda suit her, just let her stay in this wig for now.

Meet Hikari, my new girl. Previously i didn't think much about her but now i have her, i realize that she is very pretty, i love her eyes :) Her wig quality is not so good but i love the 2 tone grey.

Marina Bay Sands

3 different shots of the same place, Marina Bay Sands.

First time to try a dolly outdoor night shoot, it's harder than i expected.

Gift

She couldn't receive any more love from her previous owner....

And she became a gift to me.

She came to me with stains and broken arms. i was able to remove her stains and i changed her body to obitsu.

My dear, i have given you a 'new' life, i hope you would be happy to stay with me, i will treat you like how i treat my other girls :)

i was sick for almost a week, although it was not serious enough to force me to take MC, it really bothered me a lot, my nose was stuffy all the way and my giddiness was the worst these days. Now i'm not completely recovered yet but i hope i can recover soon coz i'm really worried about my nose problem since i had sinusitis previously.....

Finally my PA 2 level started after almost 2 months of 'break'. And yes, i was supposed to do revision but i didn't really do it. i thought i could do it before lesson started but unfortunately i fell sick around this time. Well, i think this level is the most stressful one so far. New teacher, new classmates and the way of teaching is really different. Teacher said, strictly no English in the class, if we want to speak sth in English, we have to ask permission from teacher first, lol. i could understand what teacher was saying in the class but when she asked me something, i was like, my reaction was slow and couldn't answer it straight away. It was so stressful! It seemed everyone could respond quickly when they were asked. Sigh... Anyway, i think this teacher is really good, i felt i learnt quite a lot of new things in the first lesson.

Hakuto slept so soundly! He was sleeping on my loft bed during our hotel stay XD

i miss the hotel stay too......