Surprise

Yesterday i was saying that one of my colleague is resigning and going to break her bond... she has given the resignation letter to sister yesterday and guess what... this morning when i reached the ward, sister asked me whether i'm going to resign as well... at this moment i don't need to lie, i just told her that i'm planning to leave once i've completed my bond... anyway, she already predicted that long ago coz previously i've already mentioned that i do not like to work in the ward..

Later on she came and told me that they are willing to transfer me to work in the outpatient clinic coz they don't want to loose a staff... they even said that i can be transferred there on the 1st of September, for now they want to arrange me to go for an interview... sister was like, keep telling me don't resign, she said a lot of things to make me stay, it was like forcing me to agree to be transferred out... they keep saying there are a lot of people on the waiting list to wait for their turn to be transferred to clinic but they claimed that i don't have to wait... i just feel that these people are so fake...

i also heard that one of the ward has 7 resignations one shot! Quite a lot of people resigning, this shows what? People expect too much or the organisation no good? i dunno... i think it's not too bad to try joining other organisations and see how... if i'm not happy, i can always resign, no strings attached... people say it's hard to find a job, but it depends on whether you are willing to accept the job or not... if you have high expectations, of course it's hard to find a job that satisfy you 100%...

Next week they will arrange for me to go for interview, i dunno whether i want to agree to be transferred out or not although i 've mentioned that i prefer to work in the clinic but it doesn't mean that i WANT to work in this hospital's clinic!
i can't just anyhow agree whatever they say ... i must think for long term... there are other things that i need to consider...i think i would feel stressed too if i really start working in the clinic on 1st September... it's such a sudden change... i don't want to start there and in the end i also resign there...i rather stick to where i work now until the very last day of my bond...i need to take a break and tidy up my thoughts... who knows i might completely give up nursing and take up other jobs!

Sigh... i think i will just tell sister that i will still resign no matter what........